Be my EVERYTHING!

Today has just been one of those days. I feel restless, stressed, and am having a hard time trusting. In turn, I am being reminded that I am being disobedient and relying on myself. This always hits me right between the eyes. I know I will look back on this season and know that hindsight is always 20/20. God will be there in his "God-fashion" with that "I told you so. You should have just trusted me." Even as I type this and am aware of what is going on in my heart, its so much easier said than done. My flesh has gotten the best of me today and I'm struggling to get back to trusting the Lord.

So for the rest of the day I will be meditating on Proverbs 5:3-8:

Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you;
bind them around your neck;
write them on the tablet of your heart.

So you will find favor and good success

in the sight of God and man.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart,

and do not lean on your own understanding.

In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.

Be not wise in your own eyes;

fear the LORD, and turn away from evil.

It will be healing to your flesh
and refreshment to your bones.

And letting the Love of God be my EVERYTHING.